C R E E P
"A short story from a man who will never get notified by girl whom he loved.."
Must played song :
Creep by Radiohead
warning ;
Cerita ini mengacu pada lagu dari Radiohead yang berjudul Creep. Intepretasi saya terhadap lagu tersebut mungkin berbeda dengan yang orang lain pikirkan. Tolong hargai pemikiran saya ^^".
Saya tau kok, saya agak merusak lagu keren itu .__. mohon kritik dan sarannya ya ^^
Oh, ya, tolong pembenaran tenses dan kosa-katanya. hehe maklum masih pemula.
That girl was standing alone. No one acompanied her. It should be my best chance to make her know me more. But I didn't have courage enough. I was too afraid.
She was the every man's dream girl. Smart, beautiful, and popular. Who am I dare to know her? I was nothing compared her.
She. Standing there, alone. It even didn't take one minute for me to reach her.
But I couldn't.
She was just like an angel. With a perfect face, perfect smile, perfect body. The way she moved was very.. ah, I even had no words to describe it.
I wanted her to look at me. See me. But, how could I wish she saw me, if I even had no trial to make her to?
I was a creep.
I was a weirdo.
i was nothing.
As my eyes saw upon her, I felt so much desires to be as perfect as her. I wanted a perfect body. I wanted a perfect soul. Even if I should trade mine. Even if it hurted me. I didn't care. I just wanted her to notice me. I wanted to have control on her. She was very meant to me. She was very special. And how I wished me was the same for her.
And then, I decided to try. Maybe, it was my luck. Who'd know?
But..
Stupid me.
Idiot me.
How could I be so foolish?
I shouldn't ignore who I am.
I was a creep.
I was a weirdo.
What the hell was I doing here?
I didn't belong here.
I watched her ran away in scary. I watched her ran out the door, got shocked when she knew me. Was I as bad as that?
I understood.
I've made her scared.
I was just the another man. Even, I might be worse from others.
All I've done was just saying 'Hi'. As simple as that for me. But, not as simple as that for her.
I shouldn't do that.
I should know that it don't make any difference whether I did that or not.
No, it was a big difference. I had made an unreachable distance between me and her.
I had to.. stay away.
Whatever made her happy.
Whatever she wanted.
I would do that for her.
Because she was so special. And though I wished I was special, I would never belong there with her.
I'm a creep.
I'm a weirdo.
But, it doesn't define my love.
My love is so pure, so perfect.
Only for her.
Though it doesn't matter for her.
A/N :
Udah lama, aku pengen bikin song-fict dari lagu ini (Walaupun ini belum bisa disebut fict ._."). Dan baru ketemu sekarang ini. Ah ~ another mini story. Hohoho :3
Lagu ini inspiring banget buat aku, walaupun liriknya agak.. :''
Maybe bcs I felt "I" in this song is me.
Sorry for bad english, mistyped, misspelled, randomness, weird plot, and etc. ._.
Maaf buat durasi (?) yg pendek. Yg penting nulis aja :D hehe
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